Thursday, September 09, 2004

TMI*

Sucked into a Hell of weird websites, conspiracy theories, Hurricane tracking, urban myth, Laura Bush at 17, blogs about people being madly in love and filled with angst, speculation about missiles, death, destruction, Nicole Kidman-- somehow, it feels like everything is weirdly connected and if I could just put my finger on it-- (can you say Hello A Beautiful Mind?)

I truly needed an intervention to get myself away from the bizarre websites I found today. No, I will not tell you which sites. I do not want to cause anyone else to go through this weird combination of dread, horror and strange fascination, like seeing a car accident happen in front of you and being unable to avoid it, or poking a poisonous snake just to see if it really could strike you from 6 feet away.

But I tell you. The things I am now aware exist on the Internet are causing a weird sensation of paranoia and displacement. I really think I might need some kind of therapy. :) I'll be okay. But man. My head hurts and I need a night of restaurant therapy. How about Mongolian BBQ, thanks to a good friend's rescuing phone call?

*Too Much Information

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